Sunday, July 3, 2011

36 weeks pregnant


I am 90% effaced and 1cm dialted so far! Better than nothing even though it could mean nothing. The contractions I have been getting inbetween the minor braxton hicks, must be doing their job. Baby was lower than the week before which explains all the pressure I am now living with. Doctor said I probably wont go over my due date, and that is good enough to me right now!

Our new family member!


Is a girl! Moxie.

    2 weeks ago, on a Saturday morning, we decided to drop the dogs off at Matts parents house so they could play and get energy out and have time with their Grandpa. And I wanted to a bit more bed space for one night since most nights involved me curled up with a golden on my feet and a Snickers by my side. While at the Bard house for a quick drop and go (impossible to accomplish but one can hope), Snickers was howeling outside. While he may be a beagle and it may be common for him, something about it seemed to be attention getting, and annoying. I sent Matt out to shut him up or see what he wanted. The dogs were all fixated on the neighbors shed. My mother in law said the dogs have seemed fixated on it for a few days now, so one could assume it must be bunnies. We have/had bunnies under our shed that Snickers liked to tell us about. So chit chattin away while Matt shuts up the annoying beagle and Matt comes in holding something. Please dont be a bunny was the first thing I though. "Its a kitten!" Matts said and held it out. Shit. He handed it to his mom and went to go look for more. "you can bring it to the no kill animal shelter and a kitten would get adopted right away". My mother in law must not have seen the look on her sons face. The look that told me this kitten was ours for the keeping and he was in complete love. We got the kitten safe from the dogs and into a place she couldnt get out of. I went outside to help Matt look for more but I am so thankful we only found one. We would have only kept one but would have had to figure out what to do with more. Matt told me how he found her. He saw what Snickers and Toby were barking at and noticed it was indeed a kitten. She climbed up the tree and Matt had to get on the fence. Stand on the top of the fence and reach up to a branch that was just almost out of his reach. He saved her and she probably looked at him with her cute eyes and purred and of course he melted.
    I didnt even try to convince him of not keeping her. I asked him if he wanted me to call the vet and get an appointment and he said yes. We didnt discuss keeping her or not, we just took her home and got some kitty food on the way. The timing sucks with a baby coming any time but a cat isnt hard to care for. We have been keeping her in the babies room at night just to be with her food and litter box and safe from Olly since Olly doesnt always want to play. She had ear mites and we gave her daily drops but the vet said she was too young for the meds as is and they may not work. If she still has ear mites this week, we get to put her on more meds. She was to young to get shots 2 weeks ago, 5 weeks old, so we will get some this week. She has no worms and tested negative for everything else. She is ours now.
    Moxie enjoys food. Almost as much as the beagle, if not just as much. She tries really hard to get onto your plate. She enjoys her food, the dogs food, and our food. Olly only eats his food and his brand and his treats and only one brand of treats. Olly wont even go for your milk and when he does, he licks ot once or twice and walks away. Moxie likes ANYTHING. Poor Snickers has another begger friend to compete with.
    Moxie likes to play. At 7 weeks old, she enjoys string, fingers, toes, dog ears, dog tails, cat tails, legs, arms, hair, dog fluff, cardboard boxes, and her favorite toy is the string to the blinds on the back door. She now is allowed to play with Olly, per his permision that is. Olly still hisses at her on occasion but after 2 weeks, they also play together. Chase each other around or Moxie just jumps on him and he looks at her like "thats all you got? you call yourself a cat?" Moxie plays with Snickers. He didnt understand how to play with a 1.2lb animal but she didnt care. She eggs him on and he chases her. He gets pissed when she goes under something and he cant fallow. He looks at you like "do something! I  wanted to keep playing with her". Simon is her best friend. Probably because he doesnt get bothered by her and she can do whatever she pleases to him. She runs and jumps on his head to get his ears. She jumps on his tail. She plays with his tail when he lays down. She wraps herself around his arms and legs and plays while he just lays there. He doesnt chase her or try to play because he cant really play with something so tiny. But he lets her do whatever she wants to him and he loves it.
    Moxie likes to cuddle. She cuddles with Matt, me, and Simon. Anytime she goes near Snickers, he just things she wants to play so they rarely cuddle. Her favorite way to cuddle though, is Simon. I could take pictures all day of them cuddeling in different rooms or places.










Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Contractions

Suck. But thats no unknown secret, no one hides the fact that they hurt. Last night was a new one. I have been having braxton hicks for weeks. They started at 32 weeks where I would only notice them if i felt my belly when it felt "off" and I could feel how hard it was. Then they progressed to me feeling them without having to touch. Then they started to get slightly painful but nothing that really hurt. Then they started reaching the back and it still didnt hurt but it wasnt pleasant. Last night, I laid in bed for almost a solid hour just wishing to fall asleep so I could ignore them. I was rubbing my own back and breathing really hard. I would have cried but I didnt want to go to sleep with a head ache. I knew they meant nothing as they were too close together and made no sense. I tried to fall alseep and I eventually did. When I woke up, Matt commented that I did not look very rested for how much sleep I should have gotten. Thanks dear.
But I need to get my self in gear! I need to clean my house and organize it. Babies room is done for now and ready to go thanks to my mom coming over and helping me on Sunday. I also need to pack my bag before its too late. I cant imagine having to tell my husband over the phone what I want him to bring to me. "whats soap?"  Bad enough I might have to send him on a grocery trip durring that first week home. "i got milk and cereal but I never knew they had other stuff too!".
I kid I kid. Matt would be just fine... I might not be though.  lol

Friday, June 24, 2011

Tiny baby Bard!

Baby Bard is a Bard. No doubt. Jaw line looks to be very square and the lips look just like Matts. Boy? Baby is measuring at only 4lbs13oz which is of course an estimate but its still small. Bigger than I was when I was born though so, thats a plus so far. Fluid is on the low side of being okay and therefor we get an ultrasound every week now until baby is born. Fridays will be the day for all my future appointments and ultrasounds. Doc predicts a 5 1/2lb baby which is good because I have a TON of newborn onsies to use up. Hopefully they arent too big for too long. Although thinking that some of them could be big just blows my mind cause they are so so tiny. Baby is moving plenty and I am not having any real issues to report so all is well until next week. Doc isnt worried about the babies size due to me and matt both being smaller people and me being a small baby. All was good. Heartbeat was 140. Head size and bone sizes all measured in perfect perportions. Baby is head down and facing the right way. They used the little startle machine to make it move and it was so cute to see it squirm for a sec. Cause of course, baby was moving ALL night and then had to be lazy baby on camera. I have to turn in my paperwork at the next appointment and I think im done with it. Need to create a birth plan now. Need to pack my bags too. Baby clothes are washed and ready to put away and maybe Ill go out and get a cute girl outfit and cute boy outfit. I have no idea what clothes to take for me but I dont care as I wont be out and about on my way home. Although Matt said we can stop at the liquore store for my wine coolers on the way home (thanks?). I have my toiletries ready to go and the car seat is by the door. I still have so much to do, but the basics are ready.

Monday, June 20, 2011

lets rant!

I dont usually rant to anyone but my husband because I really have nothing to rant about. But I need a reminder as to why this will be an only child. Morning sickness sucked. Puking everyday for 10 weeks was no fun. And since I worked early mornings many times a week, half the puking episodes happened at work. Lukily, next time (maybe) I will not be working in fast food and at 5am or till 2am. The tiredness in the first trimester sucked. Especially working 8+ hours on my feet running around being productive. Lukily I could take a nap whenever I had nothing to do, next time (maybe) I will have a child to contend too. Trimester 1 also was shitty because of the added hormones I took. Progesterone supositories 3 times a day from day 1 till 13weeks. Estrogen patches on my stomach that went from 1 patch every 2 days, to 4 patches every 2 days from day 1 until week 8ish I think. Trimester 2 was spent hungry. I was eating lots of snacks and thats when I gained my 25lbs. I could eat, and I could have competed with my beagle for who was more ravenous. But I was also working full time on me feet running around like a crazy women and therefor felt no reason to work out since I was doing enough at work. Trimester 2 was kinda crappy though because I never had a belly and had to explain to people that I was eating and gaining and really was x amount of weeks along and yes im sure because I have seen my baby and doctors didnt seem concerned. Next time (maybe), Im sure ill get bigger like many times happens with number 2 (maybe) and Ill realize how easy it was. I also never got a cute bump. It always had a funny line in it that made it look flat and stupid. Not something I wanted to show off but I took what I got because it meant a growing baby.  Trimester 2 was also boring having had an anterior placenta and not feeling baby till almost 20ish weeks. But, Ill take what i can get since baby is making up for that now, painfully. Trimester 3 started fine. But then the kicks and punches and wiggles actually became painful. Maybe the baby has run out of room and I wish I was bigger so that maybe it wouldnt hurt so bad. I never had an increse in peeing until trimester 3. I always went often but it wasnt hindering my sleep. Now, I sleep in 45 minute-90 minute spurts. If I actually go 2 hours, I am thankful. And sleeping is crappy. Baby does the painful moves at night when Im on my side but I cant lay on my back comfortable and it gets even more pissed when I try laying on my belly. I lay in bed for a few hours and pee whenever my body wants. I usually get some good sleep in the morning time, but that cuts into my being productive for the day. If I get up early, I need a nap by 11. Sometimes I am sleeping till 11 and I really miss getting up by 9 but my body is not letting me get up since I didnt really get much sleep. Sleeping is going to suck next time (maybe) because ill have a kid to contend too. Heartburn has been my constant factor since halfway through trimester 2. Tums work great but I dont want to take to many so I add a few ice cream bars into the daily mix. My heartburn has no trigger food, but I get it worst on an empty stomach or when I am too full. If heartburn is an indication of hair, I had best bring pony tails for my newborn girl, or hair clippers for my newborn boy. and next time (maybe), I will buy times by the wholesale box and see if its cheaper than buying a large bottle every few weeks. Ice cream isnt bad since Im just eating store brand vanilla with fudge coating bars. Trimester 3 is also bringing on nausea. I didnt have the nausea in trimester 1, just puked. Now I am nauseous after I eat breakfast and eating sucks. I havent gained much weight in the last 7 weeks because my appitite sucks. Im trying to snack and im drinking as much water as I can fit but food just isnt my thing. I dont have any cravings and never really did, except a small taco and chips and salsa period. I dont have an aversions and nothing ever set me off. Now its just nothing at all whatsoever sounds good to me. But now when I actually want food, I want a good solid meal of steak or chicken and veggies. Something of substance to helpe me feel better. Trimester 3 still has weeks to go and I am not ready to have a baby in my house or in the nicu so I will take whatever the next few weeks has to throw at me. And the babies room?!?!  All the clothes are now washed and going to be put away tonight. Things are ready to go and the only thing I really need left to buy is my nursing pads but I want wool ones and Im waiting for them to come around again on my deal of the day site.
Not so rant:
I enjoy that I havent written in my other blog about my still struggles with infertility. I am thankful beyond words that I am pregnant after one round of IVF. I am beyond thankful that insurance has covered everything it has taken to get this child. I am more than thankful that technology is so great I didnt end up with twins because I dont know how people with multiples can manage a pregnancy and then after. I am glad that my only complaints are morning sickness that ended by week 13, and heartburn that is controlled by tums and ice cream. I am blessed to still be pregnant at 34 weeks with a baby that lets me know on a regular basis that it has feet and is cant yet figure out the breathing thing down by having the hic-ups a million (3 or 4) times a day. I am exstatic that I will get to make my husband a daddy.
Next time(maybe) I am going to try to not be pregnant in summer.

Monday, June 13, 2011

8ish months pregnant

I had my baby shower a few weeks ago and it was an eye opener. I recieved many awesome things but was also then able to go shopping for everything else I need. I spent the fallowing week in Chicago meeting my new niece and hopeing to help my sister in law with moving. I turned out to not be very helpful as I spent the week exausted and run down for no reason. I also started to expirience braxton hicks which made me feel very very NOT ready for a baby yet. As in, I needed to tackle that shopping list that was put off until my shower. I came home from Chicago and my friend came to my resue to help. She cleaned some closets for me while i cleaned my house from being gone for a week. The next day, we shopped. I have everything I need now minus the amazon order, csn baby order, and babies r us order I placed last night. I spent yesterday slowly opening things and reading the packaging of things and finding some order to the room. The room is primed and ready for paint, but that wont be till we know if we need blue or pink. I have laundry to start this week and then hope to get my bags packed by the end of the week. Im not ready, but I keep feeling like I dont want to rely on Matt to do these things should something happen early. And if I have a c-sec, I want things to be as easy on me and him as possible by having it done.
  How do I feel at 33ish weeks? Well the Braxton hicks are getting more uncomfortable than they were 2 weeks ago but still nothing to bat an eye at. Nor are they consistant in any way or happening for any reason. I feel nauseas often in the morning now and my heartburn has started to have more bad days. The baby moves in ways that Im surprised my belly is not black and blue. Of course, not having much room probable doesnt help its cause. I am getting an ultrasound next friday to see how the baby is measuring since I am measuring small.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

30 weeks!

Here are some doggies cause they are cute.


Here is the room as it is now. Slow going but we have no big rush. yet.


Me! Today at 30 weeks!!






     Today marks 30 weeks. 70 (ish) days left. 3/4 (ish) done. Not freaking out or anything since this was obvously planned with having to do IVF and all but IM GOING TO HAVE A REAL BABY SOON. Im going to be MOM. oh my. oh my. oh my. 
     My only complaint is still heartburn. It sucks and I am thankful to have milkshakes at work, ice cream at home, and tums on my person at ALL times and next to my bed. I have heartburn when I have an empty stomach, doesnt matter what I eat or drink, and sometimes it doesnt want to go away. I also average sleeping for 90 minutes at a time. I got up a good 4ish times a night to pee. I am thankful though that I get up because if I happen to sleep for a longer stretch, it hurts to get up and then I wonder if Ill make it to the potty.
   I dont really have much to say yet. I have had an easy pregnancy, which is good considering the begining of it and the fun it took to achieve. I have been working fullish time on my feet and doing just fine, but next week is my last full week. I have 4 small shifts throughout June now, but thats fine. My shower is in a week and then I can go through and sort every little baby item I have aquired in the last 4 years and do something with it all.
   All in all, Im still amazed to be here. 30 weeks. oh my.