Uneventful was the wrong word to use

     How is pregnancy number 2 going? Oh ya know, uneventful.

     Until I didnt stop puking till 20 weeks and took way more zofran this time than last. And until the say just a cleft lip but the palate looked fine on ultrasound. And then until they saw the cleft lip and cleft palate on ultrasound. Uneventful was a stupid word to jinx myself with.

     Hows it going now? I cant complain :/ It really is fine for the time being.

     We have an appointment with Boston Childrens Hospital in a few weeks. 8:30am, 2 hours away. I suggested sleeping somewhere closer to Bostin ::caugh caugh:: Lois's house but Matt seems fine with leaving the house at 6am. Logan will sleep over someones house the night before and enjoy the day with someone. Not sure who that someone is as I actually have too many offers from people willing to watch and take care my son. Not a problem I am complaining about. They will do an ultrasound at 8:30, an MRI at 10ish and then I will meet with the dr at 1ish. Long day. Lots of people to see and lots of people to meet. Get a tour and learn the ropes. Get answers to some questions.

   I can have my baby at the same hospital that I had Logan and they have special bottles and the ability to deal with anything we may face. We may not need special bottles. Bottles suck. Washing bottles suck. Pumping sucks. Ill be pumping as much as humanly possible for this amazing kid but washing pump parts suck. I have officially mourned the fact that I will not breast feed this child and that stinks :(

   I have many questions but most can not be answered until we get a more in dept look or baby is born. One thing I do know, is I already see my baby as perfect. Just as perfect as Logan and just as perfect as the potential next kid (oh goodness I am done at 2. Mark my word. Dont tell Matt). My child will be a beautiful work of art created by me and Matt and a few drs in a lab somewhere.