Thursday, November 17, 2011

one year ago today

WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 17, 2010


scared

Im scared for tomorrow. Im not excited one bit. Im just scared. My boobs barely hurt and I feel fine. My cramps are so light with only slightly more cramping on the side my ectopic was.  I dont want to hear no. But im totally expecting it. I resfuse to take a pee test because Im sick of seeing one line. I must have 20 tests at home. They will never be used. I've seen enough negative tests to last me a lifetime. Its easier when a doc says no. Cause then we talk about what the net step is. What if its a yes? Im scared.

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